Rants and thoughts.

6.53 pm      I find it amazing how even in the darkest of storms, there could still be light rays penetrating through the clouds, showing that there could still be light no matter how scary and dark it gets. My current view from my hostel room is the perfect epitome of that. Five minutes ago, dark clouds rolled over the hills but a slight hint of the evening hues fought through the tight grasp of the clouds and when they finally went through, it gave me an indescribable feeling. They are finally making their last entrance before the day shifts to the night, when the sun retreats and the moon reciprocates by diligently shining its scarce, dim light upon us all. Clouds are drifting fast and so are my emotions as they pave their path synchronously with the random movement of the billows.  The question is, are the movements really random?   Or are they controlled by an omnipotent power   that we do not acknowledge?  Even if we do acknowledge the...

It has been too long since I last wrote something on this blog. A part of it was caused by my perpetual laziness. And another part of it was because, I thought that this place was too public for me to write down what I felt/am feeling. Which totally goes against why I made this blog in the first place! Well, it's probably because I haven't really been..  Myself. I thought it was just a temporary phase that would come and go in a blink of an eye. I tried many things to make me feel better. But no, the content and serenity that I had in me has long been disrupted for a month now. And that's a really long time for me, considering that I was once a very jovial, exuberant human-being. I even thought that it is incronguous and  unbefitting for me to write "exuberant" as my bio on Tumblr. Heck, I even looked up for signs of depression online and that really says a lot about the state that I'm in right now. It feels like I'm back to my 15-year-old self, where I wo...